tired

for some reason caleb was up and crying last night at 130. went to lie in his bed with him but he kept fussing and crying. got him some water and put him on the couch with me and eventually he fell asleep. at 330 brynna started crying so got her milk and fed her and had dave move caleb onto our bed so i could sleep a little bit more comfortably. ugh. not good sleeps last night.

i wonder what's going to happen if caleb wakes up like that while i'm on my trip. guess he'll have to make do with daddy comforting him. poor dave. i'll pray hard that caleb sleeps nicely while i'm gone.

i keep getting choked up when i'm putting them to sleep or carrying brynna...thinking that in a week i will be away from them. trips are necessary, but definitely difficult. i don't even want to think about leaving them for a week in the summertime.