Thursday, June 12, 2008

Besides being tired...

I've said this before...but besides being tired and clothes not fitting the way I'd like them to, this pregnancy seems kind of unreal to me still. I know that's probably a bad thing to say, and I never thought I'd feel that way...I thought I'd be so ecstatic about being pregnant that things would all seem wonderful and I'd be super excited...but so far, I don't feel that. I have bouts of excitement and anxiety, but for the most part, it's hard to believe there's a baby in there. Not that I'm wishing for morning sickness and more symptoms...but thus far it's like I'm just waiting for a magical sign to show me I'm pregnant for real.

Maybe I'm just feeling disheartened because Game 4 is on and my team is not playing its best and I have to distract myself because I'm getting all irraz. Go team...a 17 point deficit is NOTHING.

1 comment:

Mrs. Tamashiro said...

I know. Right now you're probably at that weird my-clothes-are-tight-in-wierd-places-but-people-just-think-I'm-picking-up-weight-and-can't-figure-out-I'm-pregnant phase. In a month or two, when you really start picking up weight and feeling your belly, yes, I said, belly, weigh you down, you're really feel pregnant. Dave will all of a sudden be walking way too fast, and you'll feel out of breath and huge and tired, worse than now. But when baby kicks, you can't beat that feeling. Just a few more weeks, no?