so we have two more weeks...and i'm over it already....but in a way, i'm also kind of sad because there may be some changes that involve me not being with my kids. as much as they irritate me, i am sad and scared to leave them. but that's okay, if it's God's plan, it'll be all good, whatever happens.

i just started the third trimester...week 28...how nutts is that? we have a mere 13 weeks (well, depends on baby) before life changes completely again. i know nothing could have prepared me for caleb...i'm sure nothing can prepare me for brynna too. at least this time, i hope, the tears will be less since i already know that my milk production might suck, breast feeding is hard, and i'll be more tired than tired.

we seriously are going to have to figure out a house situation. i told my mom we should go to maui this summer and start cleaning out her house so she can sell it. she said she'll do that only if we promise that we'll get a house up here cuz she doesn't want to live filipino style with ten of us (kay, only five) in a two bedroom apartment with only one bathroom. the living arrangement is going to be a bit nutts until we can figure out how we're going to manage to sell our place and buy another one. imagine, caleb and my mom in one bedroom, dave, brynna, and me in our bedroom....and ONE bathroom. that's crazy.

we saw some babies at my cousin's twin's birthday party yesterday...man...i can and can't remember caleb being that little. i think the first three-four months are a blur, but then he started to have more personality and it got a little bit more fun. plus too, i think we stayed in the house with him for the first two-three months cuz doctor said that's safer for him...so i guess we'll be on lockdown for brynna too.

anyways, i should be correcting some work this morning....got up at 530 with caleb and decided to stay up since i had to do some stuff this morning...right now i feel good...we'll see how i feel by the end of the day. my right butt cheek has been feeling sore...and i'm stupidly wearing not-pregnancy-smart shoes today, so i'm sure i'll be in pain later on.