soooo....we made the biggest mistake and will pay for it for the next few nights or so... since my dad was here and he wakes up when caleb starts crying (not like my mom, who has grown immune to his cries at night!), we picked caleb up when he started crying...and put him in our bed. BIG mistake. now he's getting up and SCREAMING at about 12:30 so that he can come to our bed. he's a smart little sucker. and we're dummies. so, starting tonight, he's going to have some screaming fits because we need to get him back into the habit of sleeping in his crib. i feel a little bit sad for him because he got 4 sore shots today at his 1 year check up, but sleeping with him in our bed is NOT an option. i thought i'd like having him snuggle up near me...you know, that super mommy/son bonding feeling...but maybe it's cuz i'm hella huge, or maybe it's cuz i just can't get comfortable even without him there, but sheez, that guy kicks me, takes up the most room on the bed, and makes me even hotter than i already am. my dad has to sleep in the living room tonight because he can't handle when caleb is screaming and ended up picking caleb up last night. we were trying to make him scream, but if you're not used to hearing it, it does sound kind of scary and heartbreaking. oh well...poor caleb, poor neighbors... i didn't think it was such a bad thing that i slept with my mom until i got kicked out when she got a boyfriend, but i really don't think the three of us sleeping together would work...dave and i don't like it and don't want him sleeping with us forever...

i wonder what my results from the blood test are...i wonder if doctor will call me. we have to see him again on monday already, so hopefully if i don't hear from him before then we'll assume everything is all good.