i'm 15 lbs away from my goal weight. this is exactly where i was before i got pregnant with brynna. my goal is to reach my goal weight by the time the new school year starts, but if i continue on my same track, it's not going to happen.
i understand that in order to lose weight, i need to burn more calories than i consume. lol. back in the day i was so focused and determined when it came to reaching weight goals...in fact, kind of obsessive to the point of unhealthiness. now i don't have the willpower or the time. i used to enjoy running and pilates. now, i can't even begin to imagine going running. exercise feels like a chore now and i don't know how to change that mindset. add to that the fact that i had to "diet" during the last part of my pregnancy...it only makes me less inclined to deny myself anything now...lol. i love to eat too much to deny myself.
so how am i going to reach my goal? i dunno. i gotta figure it out still. wake up early and exercise? at this point, not gonna happen cuz every bit of sleep i can get is necessary. exercise when the kids are napping...well, might happen, if their naps happen at the same time and i'm not napping along with them. exercise with them...well, this one is more do-able...i wish i could be one of those mommies with the running stroller, jogging away as her kids take a nice ride along with her...lol. i really wish i was rich enough to buy me an eliptical thingy and just do that...
anyways, still pondering how to lose my weight...if i could lose weight by typing or watching food network, i'd be in great shape...
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You're less than two months out. Give yourself a break. Getting to your goal weight is NOT that important, not when sleep is sorely lacking. Just be healthy and make "decent" food choices. Make small changes. Take the kids to the park. Walk to the market. Don't push yourself too hard. It'll happen if you want it to. You have tons of willpower and determination.
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