it's been a little over a month since brynna was born...

and my stomach looks horrible. lol.

caleb likes to touch the squishy-ness and poke my belly button, which for some reason looks really black to me.

my pits are still black too.

overall, though, i don't feel quite as haggard as i did after caleb. i feel like i'm bouncing back okay, and i try to make a point every day to at least put on an outfit and makeup...after caleb, i don't think i put makeup on until i went back to work.

i'm starting to realize that my desire to get back to pre-caleb size may not be realistic...especially if i don't do anything about it...hehe. i need some cardio, but my lazy butt hasn't been motivated to do anything yet. i'm hoping rocking and bouncing brynna helps at least a little...